Stress

Yessiree i feel so maxed out. My hospital training is wack and it's still ongoing. In fact I just bought 2 printed scrub shirts and 1 pair of scrub pants yesterday for next week's duty at the NICU. I have to make a slideshow/video for my grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary and I haven't even started anything yet. For the past few days I've had no choice but to come home late because it has become mandatory to help with the preparations for the same event which is on the 20th. There are places I should visit just to take photos and shoot videos but I don't even know where to start. And then there's my song number; I haven't even memorized a single kundiman song. And how could I forget about a composition that my aunt wants me to write for reasons I am not even aware of? I'm screwed. I have a feeling I'll be skipping work again pretty soon. This is all too much!

Juggling my work, family, and love life has never been this much of a handful. But I have to say I'm still a lucky, lucky girl; Jai has always been there for me and I'm glad he is because I have no idea what will become of me if he's not around. We fight just like any other couple but you know at the end of the day it all comes down to: He's still the man I love. Actually right now we're working some things out between us. We're not exactly a stepford couple. The oceans have been tough but we're keeping the ship unsinkable.

I should be sleeping by now. It's 2:15 in the morning and the day has just started. I have so many things left to accomplish but how I can I start one thing when the others are just as important? I'm left clueless. I need to get by every waking moment with all this stuff going on and I intend to find out how--and fast!

SERIOUSLY

I have just about had it.

Just a Thought

One man's trash that is another man's treasure

IS STILL TRASH.

Macro

It's 3:28 in the morning and it's way past my bedtime. Actually I still have work later today but although I'm sure to regret staying up late again I'm thrilled about this new thing that I'm trying out. I was supposed to hit the sack a few hours ago but somehow the urge for taking macro photos just popped into mind. So here I am wide awake, waiting for the sandman to make a U-turn.

Please pardon the noob-ness. :))

Random Thought

A dream wedding isn't important as long as I'll be marrying the man of my dreams.

Someday. ;D

Too Much is a Bad Thing

It's 4 in the morning and it's official: I am definitely addicted to FACEBOOK GAMES!

Pet Society was my first fave. It wasn't easy at first because I thought I was a complicated game. But after a while (ok more like a really long while) of endless brushing, feeding and bathing other people's pets and mine, I got the hang of it. Now, my pet Hush has a two-storey room with a living room, a bedroom, a bathroom, a kitchen, a backyard, and a gameroom. I'm still working on earning the 3rd floor...

I tried Bowling Buddies for a while but I just found it boring. Not too much variety. I also gave Word Challenge and Who Has the Biggest Brain a shot but I just didn't enjoy them too much. And there was Geo Challenge, Sorority Life, Rock Legends, Farm Town, blah blah blah, but no, I didn't like them.

Then I thought, hey I haven't tried Restaurant City. I first learned about it from Jai's younger brother; he was the first one to send me an invitation to "work as a crew member for his restaurant." I accepted and forgot all about it after. Well a week ago while I was stuck in boredomsphere so I decided to give the game a try and find out if it's any good. And whaddaya know, now I'm having sleepless nights playing it. I was supposed to doze off 4 hours ago but I'm still wide awake, waiting for my restaurant to level up. Red Pots isn't much, but it earns enough. Cut me some slack, I've just started! Haha.

I have a few problems with it, though. The game doesn't always start and loading time takes forever. The items for your resturant are just too expensive which gives you the ultimate challenge because a customer pays only $2.00 for each meal. Don't be surprised if it seems like years before the restaurant can level up. I had a hard time as a beginner.

But what I like about it is that you can just save the game and the "crew members" are on autopilot and will do the work for you. You just have to check back on them to give them a break when they need it and close the restaurant so the costumers won't come in when there aren't crew members around.

If someone asks me, "What's the best thing about RC?" the answer is simple. My boyfriend is as equally addicted to it as I am! He's also kind enough to send me furnitures as "gifts." Aww.

I guess I could say my days off work are consumed by Jai and my addiction to games... and I'm loving every minute of it. (I just wish this addiction wouldn't take a toll on my health and my laptop's!)

*gamer girl

Ambivalence

I've never been more excited and nervous in my life!

Perfectly Imperfect

I have a few things to say.

I have the things that I want and need. I have a figure some of you will never have in a million years, may that be good or bad. I have foresight. I have a family that has their feet on the ground. I have God.

I have allergies. I have little patience. I have migraines. I have sleeping pattern disturbances. I have a slightly curved spinal column. I have health issues.

I have a pretty bedroom. I have an attitude that sometimes leans to that of a guy's. I have a dream of working in an office. I have a career as a nurse. Hence, I have conflicts.

I can make no sense out of fat braggarts who think little of what more there is to life.

Being me is harder than any of you could ever imagine but each day amounts to having a happy heart because of Jai. He makes my life the perfectly imperfect circle that it is. Some people shouldn't think that their lives are any better because they shower themselves with material possessions that cast a shadow on the more important things like love, friendship, and most importantly, humility.

I have him -- I have no intentions of asking for anything more.

I am approaching hurdles fast.
I have to tie my laces tight and run the fast mile,
jump the long mile.

The inevitable storm is coming.