Yessiree i feel so maxed out. My hospital training is wack and it's still ongoing. In fact I just bought 2 printed scrub shirts and 1 pair of scrub pants yesterday for next week's duty at the NICU. I have to make a slideshow/video for my grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary and I haven't even started anything yet. For the past few days I've had no choice but to come home late because it has become mandatory to help with the preparations for the same event which is on the 20th. There are places I should visit just to take photos and shoot videos but I don't even know where to start. And then there's my song number; I haven't even memorized a single kundiman song. And how could I forget about a composition that my aunt wants me to write for reasons I am not even aware of? I'm screwed. I have a feeling I'll be skipping work again pretty soon. This is all too much!
Juggling my work, family, and love life has never been this much of a handful. But I have to say I'm still a lucky, lucky girl; Jai has always been there for me and I'm glad he is because I have no idea what will become of me if he's not around. We fight just like any other couple but you know at the end of the day it all comes down to: He's still the man I love. Actually right now we're working some things out between us. We're not exactly a stepford couple. The oceans have been tough but we're keeping the ship unsinkable.
I should be sleeping by now. It's 2:15 in the morning and the day has just started. I have so many things left to accomplish but how I can I start one thing when the others are just as important? I'm left clueless. I need to get by every waking moment with all this stuff going on and I intend to find out how--and fast!